living and working between paradoxes.
I travel between light and dark,
between spiritual and material,
between nothingness and infinity, returning with keys for those ready to see through the illusion.
And everybody.
Who I am is in a constant flux.
Iām a glitch in the Matrix who always questioned the code.
There was Ginny Weasley, fiery, brave, a flicker of light in the dark.
āThat one,ā I said.
Not knowing I was initiating myself to a reality beyond what is seen.
Some days I am a creator.
Other days, a guide, a teacher, a mirror.
All of them are true. None of them are permanent.
Ginny is not my real name. My real name is äøč¹č¾.
It is written in Chinese, crafted stroke by stroke by a Daoist priest.
Each character chosen to balance heaven and earth, so I could actualise my potential.
how I unchained myself from the illusion of the Matrix and woke up,
and how you might be able to, too.
What I do is Alchemy, transmuting the formless into form,
the shadow into light,
the unconscious into the conscious,
the wounds into wisdom,
and the surreal into the real.
I was born three minutes into Sagittarius, while Pluto, Lord of the Underworld and Scorpio, sat in an exact conjunction with my Sun.
In plain English? Iām a fiery, adventure-seeking archer on the outside, with a permanent residency in the darkness underneath.
Life initiated me early.
At 13, I had sleeping pills prepared by the bedside, ready to leave this world.
At 14, I fled an abusive home, boarding a plane to a country Iād never seen.
At 18, I had lost faith in everything. The world felt cold, transactional, and hostile.
It was a gap year in Paris that saved me.
I went on an existential quest searching for the answer to what Camus calls the "one truly serious philosophical problem."
Is there anything left in this world that makes life worth living?
I found the answer in the museums.
While my art history classes moved through the timeline of the past, I was looking at a timeline of human defiance.
I saw that every great artist was someone who had hacked the Matrix
of their time.
The world demanded they see things as everyone else did, but these artists rebelled and answered with a defiant "no."
They invented new ways of seeing.
The Delivery of the Keys, fresco by Pietro Perugino in the Sistine Chapel (1481ā1482), Public Domain, features both linear perspective and Brunelleschi's architectural style
That was my first awakening.
If reality is a construct, I didn't have to perceive the world only as it is given to me.
I could invent a new way of seeing.
Volunteering at The Louvre
I wanted to learn how to create a better world.
At University College London, I studied philosophy to understand the formless, how ways of thinking shape the societies we live in.
Later, at London Business School, I learned how to materialise formless ideas into form: tangible, viable businesses that change lives.
My real laboratory was at the intersection of Art and Tech. I wanted to democratise the ānew ways of seeingā that had saved me in Paris. But when I tried to do this through traditional avenues interning at auction houses and galleries, I hit a wall. The key players in the art world built it as one that intentionally excludes, one that gate keeps art as a financial asset and uses intellectual snobbery to deter art appreciation from the masses.
I realised that if I truly wanted to create impact, I had to understand the psychology of the collective unconscious, the hidden forces that gather, hold, and direct human attention at scale.
This search led me to a Digital Marketing career.
While freelancing for an agency, I helped Silicon Valley tech brands, eCommerce stores, and fashion labels hit 6 and 7 figures in months.
To me, the best kind of marketing is alchemy. It's the art and science of turning brand stories into living mythologies that move hearts at scale.
I eventually returned to the art world, using these skills to help artists and galleries market their art online. I still wanted to taking the healing power of art I had discovered in Paris into something profitable, tangible, and undeniable.
On paper, I had every reason to be happy as a 26-year old.
I had monetised my passion.
I had built the thing I was supposed to want, the thing I'd spent years convincing myself I wanted, the thing I've been told by society to want.
But inside me, something had died.
I was in a different kind of darkness now. Burnout. My body kept breaking down and I was sick every two weeks.
This forced me to examine the logic of what I had actually built.
In an altered state of consciousness experience, I realised I hadn't been the architect of my life. My ego had built my business based on unconscious trauma responses from childhood.
It was a machine designed to silence the inner voice that said I wasn't worthy of love unless I was useful. My worth was validated in every crisis I solved. I had commercialised my people-pleasing, and I was paying for it in energy, health, and time.
By that time, I had already tried more than thirty different healing modalities for years ā talk therapy, somatic work, meditation, breathwork, etc. Each gave me a piece of the puzzle, but none allowed me to actually see and rewire the full unconscious programming running my life.
I had architected a "purposeful" reality, only to find I had imprisoned myself in an unexamined meta-reality.
I had been asleep this whole time.
Relativity, M.S.Escher.
How much of reality are we actually seeing?
"The human brain processes about 11 million bits of information per second.
Our conscious mind can only handle 40 to 50 bits. The rest, the other 10,999,950 bits, are filtered and processed by the unconscious before they ever reach awareness."
- Zimmerman, M. (1989). "The Nervous System in the Context of Information Theory"
"By age 35, roughly 95% of what we do, think, and feel operates unconsciously. We're only aware of about 5%."
- Dr. Joe Dispenza
"Our deepest unconscious patterns and beliefs, installed by society, culture, and upbringing, were encoded before we turned seven."- Dr. Bruce Lipton
In our world, the "Matrix" is the force that keeps our heads turned toward the shadows. It keeps us focused on that tiny, 50-bit fraction of reality we can see with our conscious mind because that is where we are most easily controlled. We are taught that logic and scienceāthe limited products of that 50-bit conscious mindāare the sole dictators of truth. Anything emerging from the other 10,999,950 bits of unconscious intelligence is dismissed as āmadnessā or āwoo.ā
I refused to stay chained to the shadows. I wanted to find the exit.
I spent the next few years investigating exactly how we were programmed and how to step outside of our ordinary, 50-bit conscious awareness and tap into the other 10,999,950 bits of unconscious information weāve been conditioned to ignore.
I studied Jungian psychology to map the "Shadow" within myself and the collective.
At University of Amsterdam's Centre for Hermetic Philosophy, I learned the hidden and "rejected" esoteric philosophies that advocate looking for the unconscious wisdom within, approaches that mainstream history, society, and religion have spent centuries trying to erase.
I experimented with everything that promised to peel back the layers of the unconscious: plant medicine, somatic work, shamanic drumming, breathwork, meditation, and other techniques taught by different ancient traditions and Mystery Schools, etc.
The conclusion was undeniable: our unconscious is a hidden superpower.
Training with the co-founder of NLP (Neurolinguistic Programming), Richard Bandler
In my own experiments, I experienced the "supernatural": time and space dissolved, synesthesia came online, and business problems I couldn't solve for weeks were cleared by intuition in seconds. Unconscious traumas that would have required years of talk therapy disappear overnight.
This is not a gift reserved for the 'chosen' few. It is our biological birthright. You see glimpses of it in the shower, on a long walk, or in those moments of stillness when an insight strikes and you suddenly, intuitively, know. As children, before the age of twelve, we lived in those altered states naturally, before the "Matrix" of formal education and social conditioning rationalised our imagination out of us.
This is the ultimate secret: The unconscious intelligence is older than language and logic and wiser than any AI algorithm. This is why society keeps us in the Cave. The gatekeepers of the Matrix need us chained to these meta-realities so we never turn around to see the truth. If every individual accessed their 10,999,950 bits of unconscious intelligence, the old structures would collapse.
Today, the chains are digital. Our phones, social media apps, TV screens are the "Black Mirrors" of the modern cave walls. They are designed to occupy those limited 50 bits of conscious attention every waking second, ensuring we never have the silence required to investigate the unconscious wisdom within.
At 29, Iāve been called to share the keys found during a decade of my descent and experimentation with the raw power of the unconscious.
This mission has become urgent with the arrival of AI and a global epidemic of burnout, depression, and disconnection. AI will outcompete our 50-bit conscious mind. It has already mastered the logical mental models of the world's greatest thinkers. It can calculate, rationalise, and strategise.
But AI cannot tap into the power of the unconscious. It cannot dream. It cannot feel. It cannot access your body's intelligence. It cannot sense our intuition.
It will never do the deep, sacred soulful work that makes us human.
I am here to help you awaken the genius within, to reconnect you with the 10,999,950 bits of wild, sacred, creative unconscious intelligence that no AI or algorithm can touch.
If you are searching for meaning, clarity, or purpose;
if you're carrying trauma that won't let go;
if you feel trapped in patterns you cannot seem to break;
if you've done the "work," spent years in therapy, and yet still feel stuck;
if you want to simply upgrade your consciousness and live your life to the fullest,
Welcome!
Iām not here to give you more knowledge. You already have that. Iām here to offer you a perspective that allows you to unlearn the programming so you can finally listen to the wisdom within you.
Your unconscious has always been speaking. The intelligence has always been there. You have simply been conditioned by the Matrix to ignore it.
As Plato said: "All learning is remembering."
I am here to help you return to that source:
- to shed light on the invisible patterns running your life on autopilot
- to rewire your unconscious so you can finally be free from the past
- to transform your wounds into medicine and your shadow into light
- to actualise your potential and live your life to the fullest
- to help you architect a reality that resonates with the deepest part of your being
The wisdom is already within you. I am here to help you remember how to listen.
Most people will read this and close the tab. They will choose the Blue Pill: they will return to the safety and comfort of the shadows, and remain a hostage to an unexamined reality.
But if you have read this far, something in your unconscious is already stirring.
Youāve felt the glitch.
Choosing the Red Pill is not an easy path. It is the decision to dismantle your old programming and awaken your inner truth. It wonāt be easy, but it will be a hell of a journey, and you might pick up a few superpowers along the way.
Not everyone will hear this call. But if you feel it vibrating in your bones, enter the Surreal below.
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